Graduation day is less than a month but I’m not excited about it because what I need right now is a job. My mother tells me how hard for her to work alone and support us (especially 3 of her kids are in college) to give our everyday needs because my father is unemployed since November and it’s really hard for our family, so that’s one of the reason why I need a job right now so that I could help pay the bills and other stuff.
Second reason why I want to have a job right now is that I’m jealous with my other batch mates and friends earning their own money, whenever I saw their post on Twitter, Facebook and Instagram enjoying their vacation, giving something to their parents and having fun with their workmates I can feel pressure and jealous because they can spend their own money without asking their parents.
And lastly the reason why I need a job right now is that I want to prove to all the people who knew me that I could get a job without my mother’s help. A friend told me that I’m lucky because I don’t need to worry finding a job because of my mother’s influence, that friend also told me that I’m lucky and surely my mother will talk and help me to find a job. Well, I appreciate my mother’s concern and willingness to help me finding a job but what I want is to find my own job without any help and influence, I want to be hired because they believed on me and my skills.
So that’s all for today and wow, it’s been a long time ever since I wrote something on my blog, Tumblr is my stress reliever. :)